alone

alone ?
perna ga c pda mikir lo cm sendirian di bumi ini...
itu yg gw rasain skrg ini
kehidupan gw cm gni" aja
bangun --> nyalain kompi --> makan and sleeping again,,,
tiap hr cm gtw....
seakan" hdp gw cm gni" aj....

gw pngen cpet" yg namany kuliah
emg pst berat n ga kyk wktu smp or sma
but i think i can get many friends

apalg hub gw ama dia,,,seakan" udah bukan org yg gw knal lg
but
ga usah dipikirin lg...

sepertinya masalah dtg pun gw jg tanggepin
"Owh.. yasudahlawh"
apa karna gw skrg jd sabar or males nanggepin yha

bahkan gw ditipu 3x pun kyk dah biasa aja...
kyknya gw jd org bego gtw..hwahwahwa...

tp thx ya bwt slama ini org" yg dah bwt happy, bs ktawa", tmnin gw smsan dlm kesepian gw
bwt Veycit, elizcha chan", aHel, Vbee
lo tmn" gw yg ga mandang spa gw...
meskipun lu mci dibwh gw, tp gw anggep lu dah kyk sodara gw ndiri.,,

gw dizinkan mengutip sebuah statment yg dibuat oleh seseorang gadis

" sometimes you feel that you really understand who you are, what your aim in life, how do you feel and respond it, but i realized that someone really understand me more than i understand myself. that person, i hope, will standing right here, beside me, no matter what happen in the past, now, then, or next, thankyou for the joy, faith, love, pain that you give ♥ it's so meaningful, especially for me :) i'm sorry, bye "

maybe kyknya simple kata"nya n biasa aja
tp stlh gw baca berulang"
gw dpt sesuatu
kdang qta emg bs blng "gue lebih ngerty keadaan gue daripada loe, loe mana ngerty gue c"
tp itu slah...kdang org lain lbh bs ngertiin keadaan qta ketika qta lg terpuruk
tnp ada nya tmn lu ga bs bangkit...lo ga bs dingertiin...


blajar something lg deh


i hope next holiday can be better...